I have had the most eye opening experience since I started this journey I’m on. I never thought I would make it to where I am or meet the wonderful people that I have.
I’ve been working hard to build something great and trying to learn as much as I can. This life of mine has been a serious roller coaster but I’m hanging on and laughing as I go. It’s not easy, but I’ve been there before.
My impending divorce has taught me that I can stand up and say that I don’t want this or that anymore and it’s ok. I’m learning to enforce my boundaries without getting exasperated or feeling guilty.
I’m learning to speak my mind and say exactly what I mean without blowing up because I held it in for too long.
I’m learning that I’m pretty good at a lot of things and I can and will make my dreams come true. All by myself. For myself.
I’m learning to love myself… all of me. The good, bad, and even the ugly parts. I feel worthy of all the goodness in the world and I feel like I can do anything I set my mind to. I still pause at times because of that little voice that pops up and tells me I can’t do something, but I can usually shut her down.
I’m feeling confident and sure of myself and this whole new me is just amazing. It’s like I’ve been locked in a box and someone has finally set me free. I’m not where I want to be yet, But my day is coming.
If you’ve ever been where I have or if you’re there now… don’t give up. Don’t think you’ll always be in the dark. The sun will shine again and you’ll be free to be you again. If you don’t know who you are, then look at what makes your heart smile and that’s where you’ll find you.
There’s a time for everything and I believe that with all my heart. I don’t know why our lives have to be so hard at times or why we have to go through so much pain at times, but I do know that I would not be me if I hadn’t gone through all the things I have.
Life is hard and it’s painful at times. Sometimes it just doesn’t even make sense. But one thing I do know is that you can choose to look at life as a curse or a burden or you can see it as a blessing. Change your mind and you’ll change your life.
Have the courage to change your perspective and make your life a blessing!